finally.. the last day of 2007.. i must say that this is the most stormy year in my life and i hope it would remain this way.. happy new year! i must work hard in this coming year.. many things awaits.. ooish~

it was my biggest ironic wish..

cant get myself asleep in my comfy bed.. so i got up.. hungry.. but i guess i m too used to this pain.. by now i should have lost some weights i guess.. but i think it doesnt really matter.. even my mum had stopped on stopping me from not eating.. well.. feeding myself is not what i m thinking now.. its a wish, far fetched.. something i long for, for a very long time.. or perhaps its just a dream that will never come true.. the sweetness of it could just linger in my dreamworld.. something that i could only wake up in the morning and feel the heartach that it could not come true, no matter how hard i try to persuade.. am i not the right person to fit into my own little dream.. i know my dream, this wish i had all along.. will not come true..

i heard this is called the lovers bridge..

and i guess i can only continue hearing it..

going back to school life once again

i had been enjoying holidays for more then a week.. thinking thru things.. maybe things could really change when school start.. as holidays doesn't seem quite right to me now.. many worries are still going thru my little mind.. but i hope they would just turn out to be fine.. even the worst comes, i still got to depend on myself.. this is the time i really wanna say.. god.. bless me a safe journey..

aiyaya.. so busy ar~

so many things wanna blog.. but alwys cant find time to slowly upload the pics.. so nv write also le.. haha.. sian.. nvm.. time pass so fast.. 2 weeks time i finally can go back study le.. haha.. and also finally i bought my hp le.. n81.. so cool.. love it so much.. hee.. ai.. gtg le.. ord zai hen mang de.. -.="