bad day..

today is a bad day..
missed my bus.. so eventually late for work..
work work work.. slack slack slack..
4+ i was asked to stand at a place check ppl coming in..
5+ my specialist came to pull me away saying u can go..
wtf.. made me stand there when there is 0% need to.. waste my time lah..
took bus back with byran soo..
actually wanted to go play pool again at je de.. us plus lesmond koh, keeyong..
but end up nv again.. haa..
we cant even organise a sentosa trip in the past 1 year loh..
reached home.. surf net.. maple.. den bathed..
wanted to look for her again.. but din knw how..
sms her..
wanted to offer to send her back home..
found out that she was with bf alrdy..
she went out with fruit basket n he came along.. that is..
ya.. maybe her frens will think he is a nice bf ba..
sad for me.. but nevertheless i still headed for my yong tao fu at westmall there..
i found out that i loved to eat lady finger nowadays.. haha..
addicted..
so i reached home.. stared at the 4 walls.. and my laptop..
so bored.. so lonely..
jus blog loh.. it uses up some time ba..
listen to songs..
spend my days like this..
tml mount again.. think of it very sian liao..
cant see her.. and obliged to stay in camp.. even if anything happen to her..
i also cant go.. haiz.. that is the kind of feeling lo..
feeling so trapped in camp nowadays..
and tired..
aiya.. ren one more week ba..
haiz.. even now writing also will think of her..
thinking is it they still out there.. aggrrrr..
hate this feeling..
play pool.. recently also like to play pool le..
if i get to make myself concentrate.. i get to free my mind and think of nth at all ba..
haiz.. dono..
and bryan keep psyco me to go taiwan with him.. but i no money la..
also.. now.. i don really feel like going any place to holiday without her..
maybe thats y ba..
i write till here ba.. no mood liao..
dono later she will still look for me anot..
zzzz.. shud up~ kelvin.. shhh.. don talk so much...