its holiday for me~!

today ah.. wake up at 11+ ba.. den nth to do.. maple lo.. chiong bowman.. now lvl 52 le.. ya.. sianz.. too much free time ended up dono wat to do.. haiz.. things are not like last time le.. now i think i would rather be freaking busy den to slack at home ba.. haiz.. the "haiz" illness.. is it coming back again..?

so evening time went out with wj and ckh again lo.. b zai pang seh us again.. nth special ba.. but still very annoying.. so we ended up in pool again.. 3 of us again.. today really not in the pool "feeling" ba.. missed almost every shot.. hmm.. i think i found out that i lost my confidence.. somehow.. i don dare to speak up to her? don dare to ask more.. jus.. swallow everything back ba.. so now i wanna pick back the confidence.. bullshit only la.. so went to ate spring chicken and million fishball's MEE POK.. den come back home le...

trimmed a bit of my hair lo.. donwan tml go back camp kena @*&$%^&$ lo.. hmm den now.. bored again.. haiz.. really dono wat lies ahead in my path.. and still got 1 ops coming.. haiz.. maybe jus be aslp for a very long time ba.. don need to trouble so much.. recently too free.. thats y nth to do jus come in write some rubbish lo.. haha.. anyway i don think i wan to look back at my old posts... and get back those feelings again.. and have my 2nd experience of.. waking up in the middle of the night.. ya..

my room is now getting messy again.. really no mood nowadays.. hope i can get a job real soon after i ord.. work work work.. and spend spend spend.. so many things i wanna buy.. i don dare to write down the shopping list ba... haha..