Seeing how letters f,a,m,i,l,y comes together to form a word

My grandfather passed away.. i was at his wake today, spending time with my big family all gathered up just to see him for the last time..
Laughter was laughter, sorrows were sorrows.. but still, one family bonds up and all i can say was, blood is thicker than water..
Fold paper ingots, burn joss paper piece by piece, arrange tables, change plastic table cover sheets, hang blankets, look after tons of kids whom like to play with me, drink packet drinks like pola, eat 6 mini bowls of porridge, lots of peanuts, carrot cake, fish-kailan-chicken soup-fried prawns dinner, bee hoon and sweet potato soup as supper.. that was what went thru the day..
Seeing how brothers and sisters work hand in hand, combining efforts.. and simple way of mother's love by keep topping food for their children regardless of how grown up they actually were.. i saw the kind of love i missed out being alone at home most of my time..
I think i will have to defer my in camp training on monday, and would be at the funeral till thursday.. wj and james might be visiting me tml~ wonder how it will be like..
I guess i m tired enough to jump onto my bed now..
and lastly, sorry is not a miracle word.