i kept my love in a box with her... will she open it?

i made myself finish the present i wanted to give her.. i din know y i wanted to give her so fast.. cos the earlier i give means the earlier i had to make myself go.. anyway.. i got it done.. and i called her and knw that she is alone slping at home.. so i decided to deliver it to her..

i forgot to take pics of the completed gift.. haiz.. sad.. but at least i will nv forget wats inside.. and how it looked like.. all my efforts and love.. my sorrows and pain was put inside.. i called her when i reached her hse door.. she din wan to open the door.. she tot i was joking.. and i appeared downstairs when i asked her to look down her room.. finally she opened the door.. saw her in her specs.. and home clothes.. feel so like the times when we were at hm... when she stayed over.. so i passed her the box.. and she went back in to get changed for dinner..

i had my last dinner with her at country mana.. nice food.. very nice.. and she knew wat i was going to say.. she knw wat i was going to do... haiz.. we enjoyed our dinner very much.. den we had a walk.. and sat down and chat awhile.. but bcos there is another couple sitting beside us(i think that is the reason), so i walked her back home using a longer route.. to avoid being spotted by her sis.. we hugged for the last time.. kissed for the last time.. everything is jus coming to an end.. i asked her if she would give me a chance..(open the box if u r willing to give me just this one chance).. she din knw how much this one chance means to me.. i bet she din knw... i guess she would jus think that she can jus look and treat that she din open.. soon we had to bid goodbye.. we din wanted to part? but we somehow had to.. she wanted me to leave too.. that is the worst part.. i can only blame myself for chasing her off 53days ago.. causing her to have no choice but to see me leave.. we cried for the last time... everything was the last time.. haa.. ironic? jus hope that she will give me a chance..

change topic..

i was supposed to meet jason and gang at 12+.. but there was no more trains to orchard anymore.. only 1130 loh.. so i had to take night rider.. i dono where is it.. called her to ask... she also dono.. end up i saw a cab.. jus took it.. and rested thru the ride.. 18bucks.. yucks.. so ex loh.. so i reached there on time at least.. and saw yg and dom sitting there.. so i joined them chit chat.. join in their topic on dota and uni.. soon sam and yw came.. sam in formal shirt.. shuai.. haha... den jason and mel came after that... only jl pang seh us.. den abt mel hor.. she changed alot.. hair changed.. giving a total different feeling.. like more mature ba? more stylish also.. lolx.. den we went in to the screens at 1245..

nice movie indeed.. nv wasted my time n money.. worth watching 2nd time.. hahaaa.. somemore 3 hrs.. wu hua~.. haha.. the ending part.. after the credits which u have to wait 10mins++ will see wat happens after ten yrs.. jus a short part.. but.. at least got 1 ending for that show ba.. jus that i dono y his kid 10yrs old look like 6 yrs old.. haha.. hmmm.. don say too much... wait ppl haven see de read liao will scold me..

so after the movies i took sam's car back hm.. on the way, see them so happily together.. really envy them.. wonder when can i find someone who will be by my side.. no matter wat happens.. haha.. jus daydreaming again ba... so.. i reached hm at ard 445 ba.. so i try to look for her see she slp anot.. but slp liao.. cos earlier she surf youtube till 4 like that ma.. hmm haiz.. can someone jus stop me from even sms-ing her.. haiz.. i will try ba..

GOOD MORNING ALL.. i go slp le.. (shd i haha or haiz?)
hahaiz.....