a simple day spent in ang mo kio hub

645pm: reached home.. prepared and went out to meet rainy..
740pm: she boarded my train at semb and headed to amk hub..

reached there.. bought vege crisps.. she seemed to like that alot.. or maybe jus felt like eating it ba.. den bought goreng pisang, cheese(strange taste.. not recommended), sweet potato(not sweet) to share share eat... den we buy a healthy fruits drink.. taste like.. watermelon with a bit of skin dropped inside the blending machine? lolx.. da zhi ran de wei dao(taste of nature)~

we walk walk ard there as we ate.. went in to see some accessories at the same time see if there is anything to buy for apple for her bday on 15may anot.. after that also went in to levis.. den she tried jeans that she say she wanted to buy for me see.. but i see 1st 1.. 2nd 1 i tot she changing to come out.. so i walked further away.. ended she cant call for me.. so i nv saw.. omg.. i sux lolx..

den we walked ard again.. den i say wan to grab a bite again haha.. so went out of amk hub... ventured ard amk area.. to the kopitiams ard.. cannot find prata that she wanted to eat.. so end up going to mac cafe.. she ordered last time we at jp mac try de double choc, me =>caramel.. both tasteless.. =.=" den fries also nua nua.. i rate that mac 1/10 la.. over the table we chatted.. heard abt her recent life.. heard abt the guys ard him.. sian ba.. as in.. hai.. cannot care much abt her also le ba.. its just like.. there is a wall restricting me from concerning abt her.. so i can only listen.. as long as she is happy with her life can le ba.. i guess..

den we took train back lo.. she show me mosquito bites all ard her body.. den also saw bruises.. and a cut in her arm.. i asked her how she got it.. she said from doing paper work or art work.. but now come to think of it.. how can 1 person get cut at there? hmm felt pain for her loh.. see her like that.. like nv take care of herself.. haiz but again.. like i said there is nth i can do now... so send her back le.. in train many ppl.. den train keep shaking.. but, i can no longer hold her le.. the most is when she wan to fall.. i stretch my hand for her to grab on ba..

reached home.. den i sms her.. cos usually i reach home she jus got settled down.. but like the past few days.. she nv replied again.. and will not reply even when she sees my msg.. well.. maybe i shd really take a big step backwards ba.. i m confused.. does she still? or am i the one who is one sided?