amazing tarot cards

it has been 1 week after our breakup.. life has nv been worse than this.. sleepless nights, tasteless food.. thinking of her all day all night.. i knw i had made my frens worry but i tried to bring the most cheerful side of me out.. thank you all for being beside me and understanding me all these while..

oh ya.. today chew swee siang gave me 2 tarot readings..

1st qn i asked: tell me abt rainy and me? (past, present, future)
past: love her alot in the past
present: very good relationship with her
future: reap what you sow
from the looks of it.. doesnt seem accurate, so he asked the tarot why is it giving this reading..
i forgot what he said.. but i remember its something abt wanting me to fight hard.. to reap what i sowed?

2nd qn i asked: what was she thinking? (past, present, future)
past: knws very well what she wanted
present: confused, needs time to really think thru wat she really wanted
future: knws what she wanted?
when he told me abt the present i was so shocked.. its like i had to believe it.. so i heed the advice of letting her really cool down and think. he told me that the future card can be good or bad to me, as in.. she will knw what she want to choose in the future, but by the looks of it, if i had tried hard.. i will reap what i sow.. thats his final conclusion..

who knws..? but all i knw is i must try my best... cos i knw that she still loves me..