april : the month of sadness

back at home again now.. staring at 2 coms.. 1 is for my usage.. lappy is for her.. feeling sad again.. this morning in camp.. heard that desmond koh from sect4 broke up also.. saw him.. his eyes all swollen red.. he said he slpt 4+ last night.. i asked abt wat happened to them.. his side of story were somewat similar to mine.. his gf had to work.. their relationship turned bad.. so broke off.. at least the ger said break for cooldown.. mine? break for good.. haiz.. man are so poor thing.. wenjie you too..

bryan gave me a tarot.. he says maybe things arent that bad.. but.. tarot cant cheat ppl.. :
past : she has left you..
present : things are not going to change for now..
future : i cant put things down.. i will be sad for a very long time..

haiz.. thanks for letting me peek into my future.. its really true that one shd not knw wats ahead of him.. hope u all get wat i mean..